Friday, July 16, 2010
Demoralizing Slack Day
Today was a pretty slack day and i didn't do much work. I was rather relieved when scott ong said my sgc was pretty ok. Today best friend class celebrated the birthday of her classmate and i was too afraid too look behind because i didn't want her to catch me looking at her. Haha, i'm forever a coward. Sigh, don't know what can i do also. I can't even face her, how am i suppose to get to her?! Geesh... maybe its time that i stop thinking about her and start focusing on my studies.
Oh ya, this morning was just another demoralizing moment of my life. I went to retake my ECG test and i still ended up with abnormal heart beats. So they wanted me to go for an ultra-sound test in some hospital in October. I was pretty happy at first, thinking that i would have passed, but then, the result was still the same. Seems like i'm not able to enjoy a healthy life like others now that i know my heart has problems. Maybe its true that left handers die earlier. I thought about that relating to best friend. I'm sure no one wants to be with an unhealthy guy who might die any time right? Somehow this made me feel that she is harder to reach. Even so, i will continue to like you, pray for you and if possible, help you, whether is it directly or secretly in the shadow. I hope you know that ill always love you, li wei.
Labels: BF, Life, Work
Innocence
7:26 PM
