Friday, April 2, 2010
Burgeoning Tasks
Its been awhile since i last posted... For some reasons, i kept forgetting that i still have a blog. Its only when i really really do not have anything to do, then i probably will remember about this blog lol.
Geesh! Work is piling up and my physical condition is at my all time lowest, probably as a result of BT1... NSSCC is approaching and my climbing is still as bad as usual. I have no idea what should i do now. Should i start intensive training while compromising my studies? Its really hard to attain achievements in both areas. The uncertainty for investing my time in climbing is far greater than spending my time on studying, but if i don't do something, i will end up screwing up the competition. This is made worse when J1s are there for support. This support just brings more stress rather than helping us climb better. Sigh... everyone is catching up for climbing and those who are better are widening the gap. Its the survival of the fittest. If i can't survive the competition, i will be the only one losing out. Nvm, ill just do what i can.
As for studies, i hope i can score at least 60 rank points this time round for BT1. 70 rank points are much easier to get in J1 as compared to getting 60 rank points in J2. Tests are much more difficult now and much more revisions must be done to prepare for these tests. I hope my results can be consistent through out this year and must slowly improve by the time prelims starts. Its like stable and sustainable economic growth is preferred as compared to high,unsustainable economic growth. GP and Econs are the subjects that usually pull my score down and thus, i have been putting much more effort and time to improve on these 2 subjects. At the same time, im trying to stay ahead of tutorials so that it removes my burden as I do not need to worry about deadlines.
As for best friend, I'm happy to see her almost everyday and i enjoy her presence. However, i desire more than that... hehe. As usual, things are not progressing and I still don't get to know her yet. sighsssss.... For now, i can only pray for her happiness and well being. I just hope that things can turn out to be better soon. I mean real soon...
~Vin~
Labels: Life, R.C, Work
Innocence
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