Saturday, April 11, 2009
Breeze
Today was very relaxing, as I didn't spend a lot of time doing work. However, I feel that I should doing more work instead of slacking around. Guess what? The third week Times have already arrived!! I still have to started reading my second week Times yet. I should start spending time reading my econs text book. Otherwise i would be wasting my dad's money again. It cost $50 if you didn't know that. I have been spending lots of money ever since school started. Sigh... I felt very bad for keep taking money from my dad, because Im not from a rich family. Cost of living is really high in Singapore!!! I must try not to worry or be scared of anything as they are a sign of weakness. I must be mentally strong so that I can perservere on with my studies and trainings!!
Innocence
11:04 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Rojak
Today is Good Friday!!! I can slack a bit, but i don't want to waste too much time slacking. However i have already wasted so much time on doing nothing. Sigh, very i felt very lazy to do any work. Im very worried about my PW as i have no ideas of what strategies or what new area should i apply my lessons learnt on. Im still woryying about how much more do i need to spent on rock-climbing, as i don't want to take so much money from my dad. There is so many things i want to do, but i lack the will to do so. I find it difficult to study at home somehow, probably there is too much distraction. Anyway i need to go somewhere else and study or do work with somebody!!! Otherwise i would be very lonely doing work alone T.T
Innocence
5:13 PM
Rock Climbing
I always feel inferior when others can complete a certain route or stunt and i couldn't do it. Sigh... Anyhow, people are starting to show their true colours. Some became more arrogant, while some became more inconsiderate as in they just say something is bad without caring about how you feel. It is not that i can't accept cricticism, it is just that i feel its unwanted. You should know your stuff way better than others do, so you probably do not need people to tell you what is right or wrong about this or that, and its unfair for others to give judgement without having sufficient information. Anyhow, i must learn to accept others so that i can get along with everyone. =)
Everyone is training so hard to the extent they train almost everyday after school which always tempts me to do the same also (The Kiasu feeling ) , but i have difficulty coping with my studies. I want to excel both in my CCA and studies!! For the moment, i have trouble balancing the time for training and studies.
What i concern most now is to get sufficient sleep!! A normal teenager must sleep at least 9 hours a day!!
Labels: R.C
Innocence
12:35 AM
Birth of a New Chapter
Hehe this is my first personal blog! i just want to find out how does it feel like to write my on own blog everyday. Its like talking to yourself in the mirror actually i think. So i will post whatever rubbish that i encounter or anything that i want to share with others, even though i don't think anyone will read this blog lol. =)Yesterday i bought my rock-climbing shoes!! I also bought a chalk bag. The total cost is $138 after 30% discount (student offer) and now im broke!! I stil have to buy chalk ball and chalk powder and the belt for the chalk bag, it will cost at least $20 i think. Just got myself into a very costly CCA. Have to pay $6 to $12 to train in climb asia or other gyms each week. I can't imagine how much would i spent on the CCA by the end of 2 years.Labels: Opening, R.C
Innocence
12:21 AM
